What would I do if?
- there was nothing to be worried about - either way!
- there was no wrong decision.
- I chased what I wanted more than avoided what I didn't want.
But in the end, I realized that if I'm feeling down, or anxious, ANY DECISION I MAKE WILL FEEL BAD. It might not be bad, I could luck out and randomly pick a good decision, but all decisions will most definitely FEEL BAD.
So, wait, get in a good place. Then make a decision.